1/3

bad period — no writing — <i> seldom write during bad periods
new year — nothing doing still — wasting time — revaluation of values
do some computer work
can’t motivate myself

finished 2 b&w’s before Xmas — nothing since — 1 roll of film down by the lake shore — thoughts that day not recorded — walking slippery cliffs to get at icicles — the thought of crushing virgin snow — passage of man

1/4

14:50 still not getting much done — a little accomplished today — barrier to cross — try to get computer work done — make a calendar — get something accomplished — lists and lists — disorganization
live and die?
warm weather for January — January thaw — winter 1/2 over — Jan 15 as turning point — much better weather than last year
get ready for work
reflections on the New Year — will I do anything
passing time — should be doing little things — filing checks in computer program or something rain

1/13

can’t get myself to stay busy

jan 1982
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